But rejoice to the extent that you share in the sufferings of Christ, so that when his glory is revealed you may also rejoice exultantly. 1 Peter 4:13
August 23, 2015
Sometimes at night as I am falling asleep I will be awakened by an intense anxiety. I begin to have flashes in my head of children being ripped apart in the womb because of abortion. Often I see older children who are being abused. I see war. I also start to feel extremely anxious and ashamed about my own sin. I become unsettled, unable to go to sleep. I get very distraught and often begin praying just to ease my distress.
It is I who am showing you these things. There are many offenses against my Son’s Sacred Heart. He died to take on these sins and in Him, if people believe, they can become whole and new. I have only shown you a minuscule microbe of the offenses, for if I showed you all I see and feel, your human heart would explode from distress. I rejoice when you pray. I ask for reparation and prayer, that you sacrifice for others. Sacrifice for others as my Son did. Become one with me. I will infuse grace in those who ask. I will give you grace to overcome sin. Apart from Me you are just pride and ego, but with Me you become humility, mercy and grace. Make time in adoration. Go to confession frequently. Pray for the lost souls that commit heinous sin. When you make reparation even the hardest hearts can be changed. Do not fear me showing you the sin, instead hold vigil and pray, pray, pray.
- A side note – these nights often distress me greatly, this song embodied how I feel on these nights. – Sarah Hart, Praying with a Broken Heart. This conversation today in the 1871 chapel has helped me greatly to know what to do. I must pray and sacrifice for others, go to adoration and confession.
- (About my God dialogue;I write my worries, prayers and thoughts to Him. Then in the stillness I sit. The random thoughts that enter my head I record. This is not automatic writing. It is a compilation of the thoughts that pop in my head when I speak to Him. If it contradicts Doctrine, it is wrong.)