Reproductive Destruction

Visitation by Philippe de Champaigne

The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have life and have it abundantly. John 10:10

I find it entirely puzzling that a Cardinal of the Church would perform the opening invocation at the Democratic National Convention while just outside Planned Parenthood was giving away free abortions and vasectomies as part of their support for the DNC. The DNC platform itself wants to enshrine abortion up to the point of birth in our nation again and restore Roe V. Wade. It is here that when I look at a Cardinal giving his blessing while this surrounds him, the words of Paul to Timothy come to mind;

You must understand this, that in the last days distressing times will come.  For people will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boasters, arrogant, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy,  inhuman, implacable, slanderers, profligates, brutes, haters of good,  treacherous, reckless, swollen with conceit, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God, holding to the outward form of godliness but denying its power. Avoid them!  For among them are those who make their way into households and captivate silly women, overwhelmed by their sins and swayed by all kinds of desires, who are always being instructed and can never arrive at a knowledge of the truth. 2 Timothy 3:1-7

I see not only all that is mentioned in the passage, I see what looks like a form of godliness but denies the power of God because it abandons the truth.

Now lest people get upset about my commentary on the DNC, please understand, I do not believe that any politician or party is our Savior. I just simply know that one party openly embraces the politics of Lucifer – non serviam! This article is not a commentary on the other party’s problems.

Everywhere you looked you saw signs or people speak of reproductive freedom, reproductive justice, reproductive health. These are all code words for reproductive destruction. Abortion and mutilation of gender confused children is not healthcare, nor is it just, nor is it free. It actually ensalves. And the end goal of all of this double speak is suppression of how a woman’s body naturally works, the killing of unwanted children, and the mutilation of children with confused identity. All of this policy echos into future generations. What we decide as a society matters. How many of us would not be here today if abortion had been legal prior to 1973? The irony is that while the DNC party platform began by thanking indigenous peoples, it then went on to call for the open destruction of their lineage in the guise of reproductive healthcare by making sure they have access to all these soul and body killing machinations.

You see the enemy isn’t satisfied with simply lying, or even killing. The end goal is always destruction. How many family lines have been wiped out by fertility stealing and child killing policies? Without children, whose fertility isn’t mutilated, there is no future generation. Humanity collapses under the weight evil dressed up as good.

If you want to know what happened to our society that sent us hurtling towards war with one another, look no further than the stealing of fertility, which killed not just the children, but destroyed the family and the lineage of families all over the world. It is no wonder we have no peace.

The greatest destroyer of peace today is abortion, because it is a war against the child, a direct killing of the innocent child, murder by the mother herself. And if we accept that a mother can kill even her own child, how can we tell other people not to kill one another? – Mother Teresa, February 5, 1994 at the National Prayer Breakfast in Washington, DC.

This post is not meant as judgment on people who have struggled with these issues, it is meant to point out the evil of a larger agenda which is crushing and dismantling our society. We can argue all day long about other issues but if we don’t stop murdering and suppressing future generations there will be nothing left.

Thankfully the church has provided the answer and it is why she is so counter-cultural. Yes, there are prelates who don’t adhere to truth, but the truth is still there.

Did you know that during pregnancy women breathe in more oxygen? It makes me in awe of how good God is. Throughout scripture we hear about the breath of God.

“The Spirit of God has made me, and the breath of the Almighty gives me life.” – Job 33:4

See how God invites us into His creative life-giving process? His breath sustains the woman, and her breath (which comes from Him), increases, not for her own sake, but for the sake of her baby who receives it through the cord connecting them.

God’s own Son, the second person of the Blessed Trinity, put Himself in this position, receiving breath from the Blessed Virgin Mary in her womb. Almost every woman can partake in this cooperative gift. But instead, we urge them to work against their own bodies and worse still, against God.

The church is also given her breath by God and can breathe life into her flock sustaining them rather than scattering them. To the prelates out there, stop scattering your flock with messages that promote evil agendas hidden in lying language.

Life is a gift and is precious. Don’t take the road to destruction.

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Grace Filled Milk

The Dormition of Mary by Mateo Gilarte

“Today too, the dragon exists in new and different ways. It exists in the form of materialistic ideologies that tell us it is absurd to think of God; it is absurd to observe God’s commandments: they are a leftover from a time past… Even now, this dragon appears invincible, but it is still true today that God is stronger than the dragon, that it is love which conquers rather than selfishness…The message of my life was: I am the handmaid of God, my life has been a gift of myself to God and my neighbour. And this life of service now arrives in real life. May you too have trust and have the courage to live like this, countering all the threats of the dragon.” Pope Benedict XVI on Mary

I was going to write today about all the things happening in the world, from the Olympic diabolic opening to the election, to the future of our world, but instead I felt compelled to look up towards heaven.

Grace Filled Milk

At her Immaculate conception, she became daughter of the Father

At the Annunciation, she became spouse of the Spirit and Mother of the Son

Before He was Incarnate for the world to see, He was incarnate in her womb

Before He fed us with His body, she fed Him with hers

A grace filled soul

A grace filled womb

Grace filled milk

Feeding the Savior

She gave Him a place to lay His head

A bosom to rest upon

An Immaculate Heart filled like land with milk and honey

God’s greatest triumph

God’s refuge

A temple with flowing water

A living creature bearing fruit

At the foot of the Cross she stood

She is clothed in the sun

The goodness of God written in her

The Glory of heaven

Do not be afraid

Is she not your Mother?

Let nothing frighten and afflict your heart

Wrap yourself in her mantle and persevere

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Graced by God

The Birth of St. John the Baptist, (Nascita di San Giovanni Battista), ca. 1635; Oil on canvas, 112 1/4 × 77 1/2 in.; Parrocchia Sant’Antonio di Padova, Moncalvo, Asti – John the Baptist gazes upon the Virgin Mary

For as soon as I heard the sound of your greeting, the child in my womb leaped for joy. Luke 1:44

I was struck the other day by how much in Scripture names have deep meaning. What does God speak behind the name? I thought of John the Baptist, the one to whom his neighbors and relatives were amazed that his name was to be John instead of Zechariah like his father.

On the eighth day they came to circumcise the child, and they were going to name him Zechariah after his father. But his mother said, “No; he is to be called John.” They said to her, “None of your relatives has this name.” Then they began motioning to his father to find out what name he wanted to give him.  He asked for a writing tablet and wrote, “His name is John.” And all of them were amazed.  Immediately his mouth was opened and his tongue freed, and he began to speak, praising God. Luke 1:59-64

The name John means, “graced by God”. Tradition teaches us that John the Baptist was cleansed from original sin when Our Lady with Our Lord in her womb entered the room and John leapt.

When Elizabeth heard Mary’s greeting, the child leaped in her womb. And Elizabeth was filled with the Holy Spirit. Luke 1:41

For as we know, one cannot be in sin and filled with the Holy Spirit, so John was cleansed from original sin in his mother’s womb by Christ through Mary who brought Christ there. Her role as mediatrix because her Son wills it, solidified before Christ even makes it to the cross. For Mary’s presence at John’s delivery, prior to Christ even being born, allowed that perhaps the first face John see’s is Mary’s, who, no doubt, helped deliver him. A gaze of sinless face to sinless face. Mary’s face reflects the magnanimity of God. John beholds the face of God in the mirror image of God’s Mother. John sees divine humility in her whose womb held the incarnation. His unusual way of living and ability to point to the Messiah and decrease as Christ increased, a result of this contact with Christ and His Mother. One a divine person, one a human person in whom the divine dwells. Christ made His home in Mary. Christ wants to make His dwelling in all of us and She is the instrument to draw us ever closer to Him.

Mary is the fruitful Virgin, and in all the souls in which she comes to dwell she causes to flourish purity of heart and body, rightness of intention and abundance of good works. Do not imagine that Mary, the most fruitful of creatures who gave birth to a God, remains barren in a faithful soul. It will be she who makes the soul live incessantly for Jesus Christ, and will make Jesus live in the soul. Saint Louis De Montfort

So too, again we see another John at the Cross. This time, prior to his death, rather than prior to his birth, we see Mary with John the Evangelist, and we all know the words Jesus spoke.

When Jesus saw his mother and the disciple whom he loved standing beside her, he said to his mother, “Woman, here is your son.”  Then he said to the disciple, “Here is your mother.” And from that hour the disciple took her into his own home. John 19:25-29

Christ with the Virgin Mary and Saint John the Evangelist
Rebecca Dulcibella Orpen (1830–1923)

No question, Christ is leaving His Mother for John. He is graced by God. You can imagine that as Christ spoke these words, John and Mary perhaps looked at one another, their eyes locking, and John would know the true meaning of his name and see the face of God reflected in her. What a gift to receive. He is graced by God through Mary who he took into his home. It is significant that Christ did this before His death and resurrection. Leaving her sinless face to be the one to radiate total trust in God, even before the resurrection. She is perhaps why John was strong enough to be standing there when all the rest had fled. John knew Christ more intimately by knowing His Mother.

This grace is meant for all of us, and it takes nothing away from God that she is His instrument. God is the one who gave her the honor because God is a giver.

For the Lord God is a sun and shield; he bestows favor and honor. No good thing does the Lord withhold from those who walk uprightly. Psalm 84:11

She is the mediatrix of Grace. Those who don’t believe this are subject to being deceived for they miss an integral part of God’s plan, the purity with which God loves, the total goodness of God, and the grace He wants restored to mankind, brought through a woman who said, Fiat!

Rosa Mystica

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Pray

He was despised and rejected by others;
    a man of suffering and acquainted with infirmity,
and as one from whom others hide their faces
    he was despised, and we held him of no account. Isaiah 53:3

Please pray for America. Pray for President Trump and for the innocent man who was killed yesterday as well as for those injured and traumatized by what is happening in our nation.

I wanted to leave you with two prayers that have been near and dear to my heart in the last little while.

Consecration to the Holy Face by Saint Therese of Lisieux.

O, Jesus, who, in Thy cruel Passion didst become the “reproach of men and the Man of Sorrows,” I worship Thy divine Face. Once it shone with beauty and sweetness of the Divinity; but now, for my sake, it is become as “the face of a leper.” Yet, in that disfigured Countenance, I recognize Thy infinite love, and I am consumed with the desire of making Thee loved by all mankind. The tears that flowed so abundantly from Thy eyes are to me as precious pearls that I delight to gather, that with their worth I may ransom the souls of poor sinners. O Jesus, whose Face is the sole beauty that ravishes my heart, I may not see here below the sweetness of Thy glance, nor feel the ineffable tenderness of Thy kiss, I bow to Thy Will – but I pray Thee to imprint in me Thy divine likeness, and I implore Thee so to inflame me with Thy love, that it may quickly consume me, and that I may soon reach Thy glorious Face in heaven. Amen.

In a letter to her Sister Celine Therese said, “Let us not believe that we can love without suffering, without suffering much.”

What we do to one another is what we do to the Face of God.

The Act of Amendment to the Holy Name of God – by Sister Marie de Saint-Pierre

Adorable Trinity, one God in Three Persons, whom the angels worship with a holy trembling, prostrate before Thy infinite Majesty, we unite ourselves to those sublime spirits to repair the Blasphemy and horrible swearing which the impious daily pour forth against Thy holy name.

We make amends for those numberless oaths, those frightful curses, those multiplied profanations of Thy sacred name committed in our unhappy country. May our eyes, Lord, become a fountain of tears to weep day and night for such great offenses which have drawn down, and still draw down on us Thy chastisements.

Pardon guilty France (America) O Father of mercies, we beseech Thee, by the merit of the humiliation of Thy divine Son Jesus Christ, in whose name every knee should bend, in heaven, on earth, and in the hells (purgatory); a Name blessed above every other name, whence flows a celestial sweetness, and which has nevertheless become the object of sacrilegious derision, and the inveterate hatred of an incredulous and perverse generation.

Strengthen us, Lord, in the respect due to Thy august mysteries, in the faith of the true Church, and lastly, in the determination of serving and loving Thee to the last breath of our life. We beseech Thee to grant this our request by the same Jesus Christ, our Lord, who, one God, lives and reigns with Thee in the unity of the Holy Spirit for ever and ever. Amen.

I am actually astonished that this prayer was written over 175 years ago and the world has just delved deeper into offending His Holy Name and wounding His Holy Face. Keep your eyes on Christ, we are in for a wild ride the next few months. God Bless you all and God Bless America, let us turn back to Him with all of our hearts.

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Goin’ Fishing

Raphael – Christ’s Charge to Peter 1515

Simon Peter said to them, “I am going fishing.” They said to him, “We will go with you.” They went out and got into the boat, but that night they caught nothing. John 21:3

Years ago, I had a scene play out in my mind while in prayer. I was in the old chapel at my parish and I was battling it out with a demon. It was an epic battle and I was being tossed and flung about. Finally, the demon lifted me in the air and slammed me on the ground. I lay as if dead on the ground exhausted and beaten. The demon reached into my chest and ripped out my heart. As he held it in the air in victory, my heart began to beat. I was not dead. The demon disintegrated into ash as I breathed life again.

It left an impression on me, though I didn’t know at the time why I had this vision. But these past few years have been a battle. There were times I didn’t think I would survive. Through stress, injury, sickness, church confusion, and grief, I battled and I battled. The demon relentlessly attacked my thoughts.

After mom died, I felt as if I was that person lying dead on the ground in the chapel. Empty and spent.

The demon pounced with temptation to go back to my old life. The life that I knew before I knew the goodness of God. He flung fiery darts of suggestion, “what does it all really matter, God doesn’t really want life to be this hard does He?” Suddenly temptations that had been easy to say no to became hard. “Things didn’t turn out the way you expected, woman, you should go fill yourself with comfort and ease.” In other words, the devil, in an effort to get me out of the battle essentially tempted me with goin’ fishing.

But the thing is, I was taught to know better. The devil is a liar. When he does speak truth, it is twisted and perverted. I actually do believe that God doesn’t want things to be hard. But God doesn’t settle, he wants perfection in charity. It seems so hard because we are so far away from perfect charity. I have realized in myself; I still have a desire to be seen. That desire is an open door for temptation to speak into my life and tempt me with days of old when all seemed easier. But it wasn’t easier, it was hard in a different way and it without the knowledge of the boundless love of God. So, it was fitting that today was the Nativity of John the Baptist. The one to whom, all those years ago, I turned to for intercession. What does John say?

He must increase, but I must decrease. John 3:30

There are only two Saints whose birthdays we celebrate as their feast, rather than the feast being at their death; they are the Blessed Virgin Mary and John the Baptist. The two who tradition tells us were born without sin. Mary, who was Immaculately conceived, and John who was washed from original sin when he leapt in the womb of his mother at the visitation of Mary with Jesus in her womb.

John didn’t desire to be seen himself. It’s why he could point the way to Christ and not worry if his followers left him or even if they thanked him.

A few years ago, I went on a retreat at Bethany house. The retreat was run by Sister Mary Rachel, OP. She spoke of an image she had in prayer. In the image there was a fountain of living water. She had a bucket, and she would fill it from the fountain and then go and serve others and the bucket would empty. Exhausted and tired she would have to fill the bucket up again. The Lord made her to understand that his desire was not for his people to fill and empty buckets, but instead that they should be standing in the fountain and never run dry. John the Baptist was in the fountain. His life of ascesis had kept him in the Divine Will. Like a well that would never run dry, John didn’t worry about the things most of us worry about. Jesus was walking his Apostles and disciples to that place too. It is the place of total detachment, where there’s no desire to be seen by people, no fear of anything but God, and where there’s never a good reason to not be at peace. And Pentecost poured out.

In the days of old we called this conforming to God’s will. Now we call it surrender. Perhaps Saints of old understood better the work that it would take to conform their will to the will of God and they didn’t fight the work. We, on the other hand, have been so trained in feelings rather than facts, individualism, comfort and wealth, that the battle seems to be one of surrender after having tried everything else we know of in our power and finally surrendering to God. We are a hardheaded and hard-hearted type.

It is hard for us to imagine this because our technological age has us used to comfort and quick results. We are impulsive and want what we want now. God does not operate at warp speed. This is good news for us as long as we stay in the battle, he will do the work of perfection. For me, remembering how Ignatius says in times of desolation to do more, and knowing that “doing more” is not a checklist of achievement. I can, as an act of my will, reject temptation and choose to love God more even in the smallest of ways. I expounded in my last post as to how that led me to more Rosary devotion.

I can, with God’s grace, choose Him in the exhaustion and struggle. That is what keeps my heart beating in unison with His. And I have the utmost hope that the church will experience a new Pentecost. But there will be struggle and hard times before we get there.

I do believe that the church will experience another shut down, as it did during COVID. Rome may try to shut down Latin Mass, but I think heaven will allow all Mass to be shut down again, and we will be left to see how many of us will look like we’re laying dead on a chapel floor defeated, only to see our hearts beat again and the fountain of living water pour out. We must desire that this be so, and we must not let fear overwhelm us into paralysis.

Which brings me to the next thing I wanted to tell you about, which I have written about before. I have felt the Lord tell me that our worship when churches shut down should consist of praying the Rosary and the adoration of the Holy Face. I do NOT believe we should be watching TV’s for worship. I have been reading a book called, Unveiling the 6th Station of the Cross, by Mary Jane Zuzolo. I have been blown away by this book. It is the essence of what this blog for all these years has been about. I will leave you with just a segment of the opening of the book and I hope that you will take to heart that God does not leave us orphaned and he has a plan. There is no reason to not be at peace.

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The Temple Complete

Michaelangelo’s Pieta

When his parents saw him they were astonished; and his mother said to him, “Child, why have you treated us like this? Look, your father and I have been searching for you in great anxiety.” Luke 2:48

These past few months have been difficult. I am not sure how to even explain it. Now that mom has passed, of course there’s grief, and also relief, but this has been more than that. I felt paralyzed and unmotivated to do anything, even church. It’s as if all the years on DEFCON 1 caring for mom and dad along with a pandemic and the other things of life, all while the enemy relentlessly attacked, had taken a massive toll. I was empty and spent. The stress that had been stored in my body was now trying to exit in ways I did not foresee. Tears came when least expected. Though I didn’t feel like doing church, or even praying, I still did, but it was a massive effort. I questioned everything but resolved to know God is good. I felt like I had been through a passion and I was struggling not to fall backwards into my old life, the one I knew before I knew Him. And it finally hit me, this is the desolation Saint Ignatius speaks of. All I have to do is to not give up. The Ignatian method tells me to do more to battle the powers and principalities. But it isn’t the doing more God seeks from me, for He knows that I am tired. What He seeks is me loving more. I have a choice to make. Loving more can actually happen under the covers in your bed. It is not to be mistaken for devotion out of duty. It is a choice to have a disposition to love even while just sitting and being because you know in your soul that God is profoundly good and you are not experiencing anything that Christ Himself did not take on. I must love God. I must love myself. I must love others. I need rest. It is okay to rest. In my effort to choose love, I am led to more devotion, but the devotion itself comes from the act of the will to choose to love, not a duty or obligation. The devotion came out of me in the form of praying multiple Rosaries a day because it was the best way I knew to love God in these desolate moments.

Then came the Feast of the Immaculate Heart of Mary. I was often puzzled by Mary’s anxiety only from the perspective that anxiety can sometimes fall into sinfulness because it shows a lack of trust in God. But knowing that Mary is sinless, I knew this wasn’t the case. I listened carefully to the reading that day.

 When the festival was ended and they started to return, the boy Jesus stayed behind in Jerusalem, but his parents were unaware of this.  Assuming that he was in the group of travelers, they went a day’s journey. Then they started to look for him among their relatives and friends.  When they did not find him, they returned to Jerusalem to search for him. After three days they found him in the temple, sitting among the teachers, listening to them and asking them questions.  And all who heard him were amazed at his understanding and his answers.  When his parents saw him they were astonished, and his mother said to him, “Child, why have you treated us like this? Your father and I have been anxiously looking for you.”  He said to them, “Why were you searching for me? Did you not know that I must be in my Father’s house?” But they did not understand what he said to them. Then he went down with them and came to Nazareth and was obedient to them, and his mother treasured all these things in her heart. Luke 2:43-51

Then it struck me. Obviously, Mary’s anxiety isn’t the sinful kind. It is the kind that comes from not having complete wisdom and understanding yet. To not understand completely is a human condition. As we age, we grow in wisdom and understanding. Mary treasures, or ponders, in her heart that Jesus is found in the Father’s house. Her journey of growing in wisdom and understanding from the age of 14 when Jesus was conceived in her womb (according to mystics) to the age of 47 when he dies on the cross, would have been a journey to restoration.  She was already redeemed by the merits of the cross applied outside of time, and always pure. But in time, at the cross and resurrection, she is a fully restored daughter, the completion of the plan of God. She is a house of prayer, a temple complete.  Having endured the passion and offering of her Son, her heart has only grown in purity and the mysteries of God.  In the resurrection and ascension Jesus can leave and send the Advocate because there’s a temple complete – her. He will be in his Father’s house, and she is the Fathers house with Christ as the foundation. Through her grace flows to the rest of us.    There needed to be at least one Apostle at the Cross for the complete restoration.  So it is that through Mary and the Priesthood that Christ gives us a pathway to our restoration.  The Priests have such an intercessor in Mary.  I get so sad when she isn’t embraced by them.

It does make her mediatrix of grace and coredemptrix because God willed it for mankind.  I totally believe one day that will be proclaimed. She holds the key to the Divine Will and it was given to her by the Trinity, it was also handed to Peter.

In the Pieta above we see what looks like God dead, but the reality is He is very much alive in her. In His resurrection we see love has won the victory. She was a part of this victory.

I will not leave you orphaned; I am coming to you.  In a little while the world will no longer see me, but you will see me; because I live, you also will live.  On that day you will know that I am in my Father, and you in me, and I in you.  They who have my commandments and keep them are those who love me; and those who love me will be loved by my Father, and I will love them and reveal myself to them.” John 14:18-21

So bound to the Spirit is she, so in her is Christ, that the Fathers Blessings pour out through her.

It’s her humility, she wants none of the glory for herself, that allowed God to glorify her the most and allowed his glory to pour through her to us.

Which brings me back to the Rosary. If ever there comes a time again, like COVID (which I believe will come), when we don’t have access to the Mass, the worship we do should be the Rosary.  The Rosary is an entrance into the Temple of Mary, a walk through the life of Christ with his Mother, the completed temple built on the foundation of Him.  When the Virgin Mary gave this Psalter to Saint Dominic, she said that it was a battering ram. A battering ram tears down walls. It tears down sin which is a wall between us and God. Dominic was fighting the Albigensian heresy. This was a heresy that believed the material world and the body was bad. The ideology of transgenderism is Albigensian, an ideology that mutilates the body. Dominic was having trouble converting people, until she showed up with her Psalter. It is why Dominic’s preaching was finally heard.  There’s grace in a Rosary prayed from the heart that comes from Mary as mediatrix of grace.  When man destroys literal temples there’s nothing that can destroy the temple of Mary which was built by God Himself.

With each Our Father we invoke the will of God. With each Hail Mary she intercedes for us.

I do believe we are on the verge of a new Pentecost, hold Mary’s hand and keep your eyes on Jesus, just like she did.

The Vision of Saint Dominic by Bernardo Cavallino, 1640

The Vision of Saint Dominic by Bernardo Cavallino, 1640

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If You Love Me

Padre Pio August 19, 1919

Do not think that I have come to abolish the law or the prophets; I have come not to abolish but to fulfill. Matthew 5:17

There is an obvious tension in the air these days between left and right, liberal and conservative. And it isn’t enough for the Catholic to view these things through a purely political lens.

Jesus doesn’t fit into our boxes, no matter how we may try to make Him. Traditionally speaking, to conserve, meaning “with service”, actually protects, it is a good thing. A liberal usually is one who has been open and who respects the other, at least in the past that’s the way it was, and it is also a good thing. For those who encountered Jesus, he was both conservative and liberal. He can’t be labeled because He is God. It is the paradox of God because His ways are way bigger than our own. He did not embrace evil or lawlessness, he compelled people in sin to change. The sin He was harshest on were to those who judged and condemned and used the law to do so. This was not the fault of the law, but of those who lacked love.

 You brood of vipers, how can you who are evil say anything good? For the mouth speaks what the heart is full of.  A good man brings good things out of the good stored up in him, and an evil man brings evil things out of the evil stored up in him.  But I tell you that everyone will have to give account on the day of judgment for every empty word they have spoken.  For by your words you will be acquitted, and by your words you will be condemned.” Matthew 12:34-37

In the passage above, he was chiding the Pharisees, who were upset that he healed a man’s hand on the Sabbath. Their idol was the law. There pulpit was their power. The did not love the man enough to help him and they used the law to justify it.

Here’s the thing though, you can lack both love and law. That’s what I see more of today. Jesus didn’t say the law should go, in fact he said to follow it.

The scribes and the Pharisees sit on Moses’s seat;  therefore, do whatever they teach you and follow it, but do not do as they do, for they do not practice what they teach.  They tie up heavy burdens, hard to bear, and lay them on the shoulders of others, but they themselves are unwilling to lift a finger to move them. They do all their deeds to be seen by others, for they make their phylacteries broad and their fringes long. They love to have the place of honor at banquets and the best seats in the synagogues Matthew 23:2-6

In other words, Jesus was telling us that it was not the law that was wrong. It was the lack of love with which it was applied that was wrong. The Pharisees wanted stature not service. They lacked goodwill towards those who the law was supposed to serve. Jesus wants us to use power to serve, not use it to lord over another.

Do not lord it over those in your charge, but be examples to the flock. 1 Peter 5:3

We have to look carefully at that. When we follow the rules, are we doing it because we love God and others? or are we doing it because we will look good and have high stature? He was so harsh on the Pharisees because they should know better! If we have followed God’s law, but we hate people and act contemptuous and spit poison out of our mouths, then we are not following God at all. There’s a lack of relationship with God and we have boiled Him down to a set of rules. We think if we follow the rules we are good and to hell with everyone else. This is not of God. The rules lead to Him, but they are not the fullness of who He is. Those who know better but do not love will receive more punishment in the hereafter than those who do not know better, that is why Jesus was so harsh on the Pharisees.

That slave who knew what his master wanted but did not prepare himself or do what was wanted, will receive a severe beating. But the one who did not know and did what deserved a beating will receive a light beating. From everyone to whom much has been given, much will be required; and from the one to whom much has been entrusted, even more will be demanded. Luke 12:47-48

Conversely though, if we cast aside the law, it always, leads to lack of love. For those who were never taught the law, it is not their fault, but there are many who were taught and have chosen lawlessness, rebellion and self love, which is very antichrist.

Remember what Jesus taught us;

“If you love me, you will keep my commandments.  And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another Advocate, to be with you forever. John 14:15-16

Scripture says of lawlessness;

 Let no one deceive you in any way; for that day will not come unless the rebellion comes first and the lawless one is revealed, the one destined for destruction. 2 Thessalonians 2:3

In many respects today, this is where we are. Lawlessness and rebellion. Perhaps this is the pendulum swing for those that felt they suffered from lack of love. But it is not the answer. Love is found in God alone who is good. The law points us towards the good.

Jesus said to him, ‘Why do you call me good? No one is good but God alone. Mark 10:18

As I look around today, I don’t see many who keep the 10 commandments, including Christians. Adultery is rampant. Sexual immorality permeates the airwaves and commercials. We make our pharmaceuticals in order that we do not have to live temperance. Idolatry of self has overtaken worship of God. People use the Lord’s name in vain all the time. Technology has enabled us to detract and calumniate. There are many who view these commandments as to constrictive or patriarchal. This free for all, especially sexually, has led to nothing but misery and evil. It steals identity. Lawlessness does not bring happiness, no matter how much power, money, or sex lawlessness gains a person, misery is the outcome. No matter how many times we can “destroy” someone online, we will find the satisfaction fleeting.

We all fail, but that is why Christ instituted Confession.

 When he had said this, he breathed on them and said to them, “Receive the Holy Spirit.  If you forgive the sins of any, they are forgiven them; if you retain the sins of any, they are retained.” John 20:22-23

But we need a radical overhaul. We need to stop comparing how good we are to someone else and look at ourselves in God’s light. We need to think of heaven not earth, especially in the way we treat another.

The freedom of the law lived in love leads us to is far more beautiful and unimaginable than sexual licentiousness, money or power. We need only to look at the Saints. They followed the law and their love for Christ and others made them transcend it. The freedom they displayed defied physics.

….they even carried out the sick into the streets, and laid them on cots and mats, in order that Peter’s shadow might fall on some of them as he came by. A great number of people would also gather from the towns around Jerusalem, bringing the sick and those tormented by unclean spirits, and they were all cured. Acts 5:15-16

Among the most remarkable of the documented cases of bilocation was the Padre’s appearance in the air over San Giovanni Rotondo during World War II. While southern Italy remained in Nazi hands American bombers were given the job of attacking the city of San Giovanni Rotondo. However, when they appeared over the city and prepared to unload their munitions a brown-robed friar appeared before their aircraft. All attempts to release the bombs failed. In this way Padre Pio kept his promise to the citizens that their town would be spared. Later on, when an American airbase was established at Foggia a few miles away, one of the pilots of this incident visited the friary and found to his surprise the little friar he had seen in the air that day over San Giovanni.Padre Pio’s bilocation and odor of sanctity EWTN

after Mass and the Sermon, and again after Vespers, the sick were brought to Master Vincent to be healed. Master Vincent laid his hands upon them, blessed them, and the sick were healed, and went away rejoicing. The miracles of Saint Vincent Ferrer


At another time, he made the sign of the cross over a goblet filled with poison, and drank it without being harmed. The cause of his doing this was that some heretics promised to return to the true Church, if he would drink the poison and not die. A perpetual miracle was the fact that, although he preached only in one language, yet all his hearers understood him, no matter what might be their nationality.
Saint Anthony of Padua, Confessor by Fr. Weninger

In the middle of the funeral service, she suddenly woke up. Full of energy, she stood right up like nothing had happened. When she realized she was surrounded by a large group of people, she started levitating, and flew up to the roof! This wouldn’t be the only time she levitated. She levitated often, she said, because she couldn’t bear the spiritually stinky smell of sinful people. The True Story of Saint Christina the Astonishing, the Indestructible Miracle Woman.

The world has it backwards. Be humble and serve. Hold your tongue. Love God with all your heart, mind and soul. Love your neighbor as yourself. This is what unleashes the power of God. This is when God sends the Advocate and God’s glory reigns down. All will be amazed.

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Make June the Month of Humility

Jesus washes Peter’s feet – Ford Madox Brown – 1852

It was pride that changed angels into devils; it is humility that makes men as angels. –Saint Augustine

As the world continues to rage, I am reminded that June is the month of the Sacred and Immaculate Hearts. This is a month to really lean into prayer and resist the temptation to rage with the world or attempt to fix things out of our control. Instead we should remember what Jesus taught us.

You have heard that it was said, ‘Love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’ But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be children of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous.  If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the tax collectors doing that? And if you greet only your own people, what are you doing more than others? Do not even pagans do that?  Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect. Matthew 5:43-48

We fight intelligently when we remember that we fight powers and principalities not men. If we fight the wrong enemy, we get lost in the battle.

For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. Ephesians 6:12

Christian, we must be different. We must claim our inheritance.

“Blessed are the humble, for they will inherit the earth” Matthew 5:5

Do not mistake prayer for inaction, for prayer is more powerful than we know.

Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous person is powerful and effective. James 5:16

Do not mistake humility for weakness, it is quite the opposite, humility calls forth God’s grace and power. God sees all that is happening.

Humble yourselves, therefore, under God’s mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time. Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. 1 Peter 5:6-7

In due time. In God’s time we will be lifted up by remaining humble not by falling into wrath for it is a mark of Satan.

The acts of the flesh are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery;  idolatry and witchcraft; hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions and envy; drunkenness, orgies, and the like. I warn you, as I did before, that those who live like this will not inherit the kingdom of God. Galatians 5:19-21

Make Mary your Mother. Let her heart reign in yours. Listen to her. The love of God reigns in her heart. She wants to teach us how to live like that and draw us closer to her Son.

When Jesus saw his mother there, and the disciple whom he loved standing nearby, he said to her, “Woman, here is your son,”  and to the disciple, “Here is your mother.” From that time on, this disciple took her into his home. John 19:26-27

This coming month of June do not let the secular world dictate what is truth and celebrate sin, purge it from your own heart and show the world something different.

Our Lady of Humility

Allow God to deliver you from your desires that are not of Him and from fear of anyone or anything but Him.

Litany of Humility

O Jesus! meek and humble of heart, Hear me.

From the desire of being esteemed,

Deliver me, Jesus. (repeat after lines below)

From the desire of being loved…

From the desire of being extolled …

From the desire of being honored …

From the desire of being praised …

From the desire of being preferred to others…

From the desire of being consulted …

From the desire of being approved …

From the fear of being humiliated …

From the fear of being despised…

From the fear of suffering rebukes …

From the fear of being calumniated …

From the fear of being forgotten …

From the fear of being ridiculed …

From the fear of being wronged …

From the fear of being suspected …

That others may be loved more than I,

Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it. (repeat after lines below)

That others may be esteemed more than I …

That, in the opinion of the world,

others may increase and I may decrease …


That others may be chosen and I set aside …


That others may be praised and I unnoticed …


That others may be preferred to me in everything…


That others may become holier than I, provided that I may become as holy as I should…

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Freedom: A meditation on the Spiritual Journey

Alaskan Bald Eagle – Wiki Commons

“Truly, the virtue of humility consists in this, that one keep himself within his own limits; he does not stretch himself to what is above him, but he subjects himself to his superior. Saint Thomas Aquinas

A Journey to Humility

Humility often comes in the form of humiliation. At the beginning of the spiritual journey the Lord sent many consolations and gifts. It was generous and sweet.

As I journeyed further these seemed to be taken away. I cried out to the Lord, asked if I did something wrong. I had grown weary. I felt abandoned. But the desire and love for the Lord had only grown despite the desolation.

It was in humiliation I learned to truly love the giver, not the gift. The experience of His gift giving had taught me of His generous nature. The removal of them taught me of His meekness. He sought to mature me and move me closer to true love which seeks not gifts, but intimacy; to be known.

Humiliation made me to know His humility.

He does not overpower people, he serves them.

He does not mandate, He invites.

He does not condemn, He saves.

He gave His very life.

The one who could command the storms and demons does not force people to love Him.

His generosity is not outweighed by His humility.

Glory is not haughty.

Like a sunrise and sunset, it is awesome, but not proud.

He is profound goodness.

Goodness is not contemptuous.

The preponderance would rather blame God for evil rather than be subject to humility or reign in contempt.

We fail to see who He is and who He wants us to be.

His glory passes by.

Love must be freely chosen.

Freedom necessitates humility.

All else is dictatorship.

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Diabolical Lies

Harrison Butker Kicker for the Kansas City Chiefs

 Then the Lord God said, “It is not good that the man should be alone; I will make him a helper as his partner.” Genesis 2:18

Like all the rest of you out there I am sure you could not scan through the headlines without reading something about the speech Harrison Butker gave at Benedictine college.

I don’t know why I get shocked anymore at the depravity of our society, but I was shocked, yes shocked, that a man expressing his love, to the point of tears, for his wife and her sacrifice, has been vilified, even by Catholics themselves. To those Catholics I say, shame on you. Taking his comments out of context and calling them divisive is a form of gaslighting. It may get you praised is US weekly but the rest of us can see right through it because biblical teaching and pointing out lies isn’t what divides. It only seems divisive when the society is so far away from the truth that the truth cuts like a sword.

“Do not think that I have come to bring peace to the earth; I have not come to bring peace but a sword. Matthew 10:34

What I watched in that speech was a man who loves his faith and loves his wife. He didn’t say being a homemaker was the highest of all callings and that every woman should be forced to do that, though it actually is a high calling, he was pointing out the diabolical lie that being a homemaker is horrible for women as an untruth. As a child of the 80’s and a latch key kid I can tell you that being a homemaker was frowned upon during the era I grew up in. Harrison Butker was refuting that. And he was signaling his complete love for his wife that she chose to be a homemaker and to support him. What a novel idea, your spouse doesn’t have to be your enemy, you can be helpers to one another. Sounds biblical to me.

The problem with our society is that they have taught women to hate who they were made to be. Our society is permeated with this woman hating spirit. Whether it be telling us contraception is great when in reality it breaks something that works wonderfully in our body, to telling us that murdering our children is “health care.” A cursory glance at the side effects of the pill on your own body and on the environment should give all women great pause. Society has done everything it can to stop our bodies from doing what they do. It has turned men into enemies and women into men. Instead of fostering love between men and women we have been pitted against one another. And not surprisingly, now men think they can be women and have moved into women’s spaces causing great harm. It’s an age old problem that began with the blaming in the garden of Eden. Satan has been brilliant at convincing us of these diabolical lies.

As a woman who is a wife and a mother, who also works, I took ZERO offense at Harrison Butker’s speech. I applauded it. I saw a man who loved and valued his wife and her dignity and her opinion. If only there were more men like this. There has been nothing greater in my life than being a wife and mother. I am praying for Harrison Butker and his family and I want to thank him for speaking true.

The persecution of right belief and right ordering is well underway. Trust in the Lord and be not afraid.

“If the world hates you, be aware that it hated me before it hated you. If you belonged to the world,the world would love you as its own. Because you do not belong to the world, but I have chosen you out of the world—therefore the world hates you. Remember the word that I said to you, ‘Servants are not greater than their master.’ If they persecuted me, they will persecute you; if they kept my word, they will keep yours also.  But they will do all these things to you on account of my name, because they do not know him who sent me.  If I had not come and spoken to them, they would not have sin; but now they have no excuse for their sin.  Whoever hates me hates my Father also. If I had not done among them the works that no one else did, they would not have sin. But now they have seen and hated both me and my Father.  It was to fulfill the word that is written in their law, ‘They hated me without a cause.’ John 15:18-25

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