Thank you for all who prayed for me. I have completely recovered from COVID19. No one else in my home contracted it. Praise be to God. As I look back on all that has happened, I can only thank God for answering many of my prayers. I would never have picked for myself how He chose to answer them, but that is why He is God and I am not.
I want to wish all of you a Blessed Easter Season. I got to go to the chapel for a long time today, my first time in awhile. I meditated on the greatness of God and the following is what I wrote. I often completely understand why Saint Thomas Aquinas quit writing after His experience of God. Nothing could ever actually put to words the awesomeness of God. Still, I write meagerly, because I cannot contain what I want others to know. God is good all the time.
From all eternity love existed.
Love lives outside of himself and so begets creation.
Love provides for creation, and so the Father gives.
The Father wanting His creation to love as He loves gives the freedom to choose it.
Free from coersion and filled with life giving love, the creatures can choose to be like the Father.
But rebellion is chosen, closing in on themselves.
A veil surrounds the creatures the way a pregnant mother’s body surrounds a baby in the womb.
Waiting for love to be born again.
Time held within the Creator until the Son can rebirth true love into the world through the Immaculate vessel of uncreated and created Immaculate Conception.
The Son takes all corruption inside Himself to die, wanting that His creatures would give their corruption to Him to die.
Wanting that His creatures desire only what love desires so true love can be birthed outside again.
Changing the laws of nature and rising from the ashes. Physics beholden to love.
The purging of corruption from the inside, to the gift given freely on the outside.
The creator is the host of perfection wanting mini hosts of perfection in His creation.
All operating at a higher level, a new heaven and a new earth exploding with love and creativity.
An outward expression, for God so loved the world that He gave His only Son.
Death of inward corruption begets outward purification that the Spirit may dwell within.
The creatures give outside of themselves and hand our everything to the Creator.
The Divine Will dwells inside, perfection permeates everything.
The Resurrection of the Body and Life Everlasting.
Have a Blessed and Happy Easter season and do not despair the times we are in, we were made for them.