Annunciation – Murillo – 1655
Her husband Joseph, being a righteous man and unwilling to expose her to public disgrace, planned to divorce her quietly. But just when he had resolved to do this, an angel of the Lord appeared to him in a dream and said, “Joseph, son of David, do not be afraid to take Mary as your wife, for the child conceived in her is from the Holy Spirit. Matthew 1:19-20
Over the past few weeks the Lord changed my plans. I was not able to leave my house. I was not able to go to a daily Mass. I was not able to go to adoration. I was stuck at home. Satan pummeled me with thoughts of rejection. “God doesn’t love you,” he screamed. “You’re worthless.”
I knew these were lies. I looked at the news – a new edict that Latin Mass can only be approved by the Holy See…. I felt…. abandoned. A spirit of rejection, a beastly Leviathan, no doubt Christ saw this spirit as He was nailed to the Cross. I cried out to God. I heard an answer, “Do not cling to me.”
“Lord,” I said, “you spoke those words to Mary Magdelene. But that was because you had not yet ascended and sent the Holy Spirit. Why would you say this to me? You have Ascended. The Holy Spirit came upon the Apostles at Pentecost! Why Lord?“
The following is what I recorded over several days beginning on March 5, 2023. If what I have written the church says is wrong, then the Church is correct and I am wrong.
Beginning March 5, 2023 – through March 11, 2023
Beloved Lily of the Father,
I AM the incarnate WORD. I walked on the earth, suffered, died and rose. I ascended to the Father and sent down the Holy Spirit upon the Apostles, the church, born from my side at the Cross. The place where the human will was nailed so the Divine Will could reign. My mother, the women, and one Apostle stood with me at the Cross. They faced what needed to be faced. I did all this to put the devil under your feet so you become the LOVE which was meant so from the beginning. I am not a brand to be marketed. I am not a political system of equity. I AM LOVE.
Love is patient; love is kind; love is not envious or boastful or arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable; it keeps no record of wrongs; it does not rejoice in wrongdoing but rejoices in the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
Love never ends. But as for prophecies, they will come to an end; as for tongues, they will cease; as for knowledge, it will come to an end. For we know only in part, and we prophesy only in part, but when the complete comes, the partial will come to an end.
My Mother walked this path with me, knowing the complete. The Immaculate Conception, outside of time, birthed from two becoming one flesh and from my side at the cross preveniently, created whole, singular. A new Jerusalem who died of love, assumed into the heavens. Thus began the time of tribulation. Throughout time I have sent her back with her spouse the Holy Spirit to reign a mini-Pentecost like a lighthouse on a map. She brought you back to Adoration. A Eucharistic Revival. The time of Justice fast approaches. She will show you my cross where she stood at the foot, she will show you the King of Mercy, because I will it. All light in the heavens will be extinguished. From the holes in my hands and feet I will Illuminate. You will look upon me as my Mother did standing at the cross. You will see who you are. She knew who she was at all times, even in her suffering, never doubting My goodness. Take up your cross and follow me. You must give your FIAT, like Mary, and like Joseph. This is the Epoch of Mary and the Holy Spirit, like a dewfall. Embrace your identity as a daughter or son of the Most High King as it was in the beginning. Repent and believe in Me. This illumination will bring the promised peace and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit, a new Pentecost. When you know who you are, peace reigns. The Mediatrix of Grace ushering in the fellowship of the Holy Spirit, the protection of the Father. There will come a time when she will descend from heaven, a new Jerusalem, a perfected bride, with all God’s people, so I can dwell among them. My church perfected. I will be their God, they will be my people. I will wipe away every tear and there will be no more pain and no more death. Heaven and Earth will be new.
I AM the Alpha and the Omega. Be not afraid. Faith as small as a mustard seed can move mountains.
Your Divine Spouse
Wow, surely a Holy battle this past week …these pangs, deprivations, and tumult you have experienced are so parallel for many of us. Oppressive has been the word I’ve used lately to describe my spiritual state of mind. Many faithful who recognize the demise of the world and the work of God in action …the work in his children for our salvation and the promise we all know is the supreme good…spending eternity with Our Lord God of Heaven and Earth
It’s a Spirit of Rejection that’s heavy in the air. A Leviathan that pummels people.
No one was more rejected than Christ, despised by many. But Christ wants is confident in Him.
“When you know who you are, peace reigns”
Amen! Amen! Amen!
Thank you, we need hope! So many thoughts run through my head and my prayer times these days. I have learned so much over the decades, things my family does not understand yet, and it feels like a heavy burden. My attempt is to encourage them on many levels, as they go through their own battles.
This is a suffering….a sort of loneliness in the faith…..and when I fall (by reprimanding those around me who aren’t following the faith as I wish) it is very discouraging indeed
God bless you, Kathleen! And Mama Mary strengthen us all! I take heart in what Father Gobbi was told by Mother Mary: to chain all loved ones to Her with every rosary we pray. I declared that intention long ago, even if I don’t say it every time.
Profound. Thank you – and God bless you!
Sue, I will remember you in my prayers to help you through this.
Thank you for sharing this lovely locution. It is very cheery (yes, it is!) and uplifting in the doldrums of the mud season.
Spring, sunshine and Easter are just around the corner 😃